Monday, March 30, 2009 ♥
Growing Up
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't
supposed ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back..
A Better way
We will never breath the same breath twice, and the next may be your last, never take your days for granted before you know it, it’s your past. Be who you are and mean what you say, and let the rest fall into place. Your words will linger longer than the expressions of your face. There will never be the same two flowers, never be the same day, but there’s always time to make things right and find a better way.
Friday, March 27, 2009 ♥
A sleepless night.
Yah.. I can’t get myself to sleep and I don’t know why. I went to bed at 1.30am. I closed my eyes, turn right turn left, and I just can’t get myself to sleep.
At 5.40am syiqin message me that she can’t sleep too. If I know I have called her. After messaging her, still I cant sleep. Haiyoo… why ar??
Later I need to go to school at 10am for the OCP meeting. Hopefully I didn’t fall asleep in class. I am having a bad headache now. I ate 2 pills of panadol extra but still doesn’t work. Syiqin is fetching me to school later.
Syiqin! I think later you have to take care of me, entertain my nonsense. I know, when I didn’t have enough sleep I will talk rubbish. Hah..
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 ♥
I feel stress stress stress.
I feel tired.
I feel pain.
I feel empty.
I feel sad.
I feel lonely.
I feel confused.
How I wish all this could end.
If I could run away and never come back.
I feel tired.
I feel pain.
I feel empty.
I feel sad.
I feel lonely.
I feel confused.
How I wish all this could end.
If I could run away and never come back.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ♥
I am bored!How I wish I had the power to control everything.
- I could make everyone happy. Be there for them. Give what they want. I could have achieved what I want.
How I wish I could turn back time.
- I miss the old days. Ya, I know, what pass is passed. It will remain as a memory.
Now we have to move forward and think what comes next, what we want in the future, what make us happy?
How I wish I had the courage to tell u what is in my mind and heart.
How I wish u know how I felt.
Talk about happiness, what does happiness means to u?
What I know it come n go, it doesn’t stay.
And how I wish, if one day I found that happiness it would stay with me always and forever.
Still counting down the days..
7days more to go..
The few hours I spent with you are worth then the thousand hours I spend without you.
I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you!
I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you!
Sunday, March 22, 2009 ♥
Yesterday weather was fine sunny day, but in the late afternoon it starts to rain. Sister and me stay home and try to find something to do. End up we do some baking, yahh… we baked some cupcakes. =)
Went to the shop to buy the ingredients. Back from the shop, I make a campbell chicken and mashroom soup then we get the stuff ready to bake.
Not bad for the first try.. hehe..
While waiting for the cupcake to bake in the oven, we admired the rainbow outside the window. It was beautiful. Here are some pictures we took. =)
Went to the shop to buy the ingredients. Back from the shop, I make a campbell chicken and mashroom soup then we get the stuff ready to bake.
Not bad for the first try.. hehe..
While waiting for the cupcake to bake in the oven, we admired the rainbow outside the window. It was beautiful. Here are some pictures we took. =)
View from living room window
View from kitchen windowAs for today, I am really lazy to go out. But it’s my cousin engagement.
To my cousin rosslynn, Happy Engagement. =)
To my cousin rosslynn, Happy Engagement. =)
9 more days to go...
You know you love someone when the mere thought of losing them brings you to tears.
You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.
You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.
Thursday, March 19, 2009 ♥
Tuesday
Went back to school for OCP Trainer’s meeting. Im gona be an IT trainer. =)
After the meeting went home straight, cause my body start feeling the heat. yah, I am having fever again. I am suppose to make the OCP payment and have a medical check up done, but I am to weak to stay, so I went hm.
Wednesday
Syiqin fetch me from home to school to settle whatever was not done the previous day. Went to school to make the OCP payment, then to Tampines central clinic for medical check up and vaccinations. Had 2 jab on the right and left hand. And, ya… OUCH…. It feels pain ok… I was given some medication to take once a week.
After everything settle, follow syiqin to TP HQ, then we went to have our dinner at teh tarek yishun. Syqin send me back home after dinner.
Hehe.. I check the medical record, I have lose some weight. =)
Still trying to lose more and I wana maintain my weight at 50kg.
Thursday
Follow my sister to Tanjong Pagar to register for the course she wants to take, Fundamental Certificate in Early Childhood Education. When we reach tanjong pagar mrt, we look for a place to eat. While walking towards the food court near amoy st, there’s this old man walking towards us and look at the boobs and says “wah.. so big ar..”
WTH.. so pervert. My sister say, old people should not work, should stay home, if not they will turn to pervert. Haha…
These few days, everything went wrong. I feel lost, feel sick, feel pain, feel weak and tired. Whatever I eat, I can’t finish it and I realize that sometimes I just stare at a place blankly. Okok… I think I just stop here. I have to study for my paper tomorrow.
Counting down the days….
12 more days and im away.......
You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.
Monday, March 16, 2009 ♥
Yesterday, at 12pm went to aunt house to help her cook. Help my aunt prepare food for kenduri. I do love and enjoy cooking but not the peeling and chopping of onion, a few minutes later you will see tears in my eyes. The kenduri starts at 5pm after that helps aunt clean up and went home.
Today went to school for 2 hours of remedial lesson. Then went to Watson at Tampines mall to look for Evening Primrose Oil. It helps maintain hormonal balance and maintain healthy skin. After that went to look for an engagement ring. True perfection in a diamond is indeed a woman’s dream. Heh… the ring is not for me but it is for my friend, Lydia. Met Lydia at Tampines mall, lucky she comes soon after I bought my stuff at Watson, if not I’ll go on shopping. We had our meal, then survey the engagement ring. We went into different shop, Soo Kee, TAKA, SK, lee hwa, goldheart jewellrey. She kept asking me to choose for her. As if im the one who is getting engaged. Hehe.. She makes me feel exited for no reason. At last, she choose a solitaire diamond ring from SK jewellery. Can see how happy and excited she look and I wonder how it feels. Went home straight after that. I have a menses cramps and back pain. I guess I should have an early sleep tonight.
I missed someone....
Today went to school for 2 hours of remedial lesson. Then went to Watson at Tampines mall to look for Evening Primrose Oil. It helps maintain hormonal balance and maintain healthy skin. After that went to look for an engagement ring. True perfection in a diamond is indeed a woman’s dream. Heh… the ring is not for me but it is for my friend, Lydia. Met Lydia at Tampines mall, lucky she comes soon after I bought my stuff at Watson, if not I’ll go on shopping. We had our meal, then survey the engagement ring. We went into different shop, Soo Kee, TAKA, SK, lee hwa, goldheart jewellrey. She kept asking me to choose for her. As if im the one who is getting engaged. Hehe.. She makes me feel exited for no reason. At last, she choose a solitaire diamond ring from SK jewellery. Can see how happy and excited she look and I wonder how it feels. Went home straight after that. I have a menses cramps and back pain. I guess I should have an early sleep tonight.
I missed someone....
The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.
Saturday, March 14, 2009 ♥
When I first meet you
Since the first time I meet you,
I couldn't seem to forget you
and lately I seem to find,
that you're always on my mind.
I feel so happy around you
and I thank God that I found
you
at first I thought of you as
a really good friend,
but I realized that my feelings
now is different
When I see you smile,
It makes my life worth while,
and since the very start,
you have been in my heart
I've never felt this way
before,
and honestly that is for sure
I'm so glad that we did meet
but I know that you will
not be mine,
But you complete my life now
and I can't get you out
of my mind
'coz the love stay's forever
I couldn't seem to forget you
and lately I seem to find,
that you're always on my mind.
I feel so happy around you
and I thank God that I found
you
at first I thought of you as
a really good friend,
but I realized that my feelings
now is different
When I see you smile,
It makes my life worth while,
and since the very start,
you have been in my heart
I've never felt this way
before,
and honestly that is for sure
I'm so glad that we did meet
but I know that you will
not be mine,
But you complete my life now
and I can't get you out
of my mind
'coz the love stay's forever
Friday, March 13, 2009 ♥
Went to Thomson hospital in the evening to meet my ite classmate, Watie. yeh she juz give birth to a baby boy. (=
Didn't stay long cause her family and cousin were there too.
Heh.. Common question that I will get is… “When is ur turn?” “When u getting married?”
This part I will just keep quiet and smile. Don’t worry, when my turn comes I’ll invite u all k.
Didn't stay long cause her family and cousin were there too.
Heh.. Common question that I will get is… “When is ur turn?” “When u getting married?”
This part I will just keep quiet and smile. Don’t worry, when my turn comes I’ll invite u all k.
Congratulation to Wati for her 1st child, Ryan.
Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!
Saturday, March 7, 2009 ♥
THURSDAY
Thursday was supposed to be an enjoyable day for me but turns bad.
And ya, I having a sore throat.
Met fiza at the bustop nearby my block and she was late, really late. I was supposed to company her to book her BTT. By the time we reach SSDC, there is a sign says, ”waiting takes 2 to 3 hours”, and the best thing is she didn’t bring her ic. Hmph..
We didn’t wait and proceed to Suntec with my sisters and fazlin for the career & education fair.
Then we rush to orchard for karaoke. I didn’t really enjoy it cause of the sore throat and I getting sick.
After karaoke session we went home. I shower then eat 2 pills of panadol extra and went to sleep.
FRIDAY
Stayed home the whole day. Wake up early to see doctor. Ask my sisters to company me but end up I go myself, she still in her dreamland. After I register my name at the clinic, luckily they didn’t ask me to wait so long, the next queue number is mine. The doctor asks whether I have a fever, I wanted to say no, but when he checks my temperature is 38+ degrees. I had fever + flu + cough. My stomach and throat wasn’t that good, the whole day I eat rice with soup. I was in bed the whole day, and my body aching.
SATURDAY
Again im at home. I do really need a body massage. The good thing is I recovered from my fever, but not my flu. The flu medicine seem like it is not working.
Ok im totally HUNGRY!!!
There only curry chicken and that was yesterday meals. I haven’t taken my lunch and now my dinner. Waiting for fiza to finish work then we’ll have dinner together.
ok, now i having gastric. I need FOOD!!
Thursday was supposed to be an enjoyable day for me but turns bad.
And ya, I having a sore throat.
Met fiza at the bustop nearby my block and she was late, really late. I was supposed to company her to book her BTT. By the time we reach SSDC, there is a sign says, ”waiting takes 2 to 3 hours”, and the best thing is she didn’t bring her ic. Hmph..
We didn’t wait and proceed to Suntec with my sisters and fazlin for the career & education fair.
Then we rush to orchard for karaoke. I didn’t really enjoy it cause of the sore throat and I getting sick.
After karaoke session we went home. I shower then eat 2 pills of panadol extra and went to sleep.
FRIDAY
Stayed home the whole day. Wake up early to see doctor. Ask my sisters to company me but end up I go myself, she still in her dreamland. After I register my name at the clinic, luckily they didn’t ask me to wait so long, the next queue number is mine. The doctor asks whether I have a fever, I wanted to say no, but when he checks my temperature is 38+ degrees. I had fever + flu + cough. My stomach and throat wasn’t that good, the whole day I eat rice with soup. I was in bed the whole day, and my body aching.
SATURDAY
Again im at home. I do really need a body massage. The good thing is I recovered from my fever, but not my flu. The flu medicine seem like it is not working.
Ok im totally HUNGRY!!!
There only curry chicken and that was yesterday meals. I haven’t taken my lunch and now my dinner. Waiting for fiza to finish work then we’ll have dinner together.
ok, now i having gastric. I need FOOD!!
When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 ♥
The weather is so unpredictable. Rainy day makes me fell like staying home.
SUNDAY – went to aunts place at Rivervale Drive then went out with sisters. Sirah suggested that we go to marina barrage but I scared it going to rain. So we went to vivo and since the weather was ok, we went to sentosa to snap some photos. We went a few palaces in sentosa and had a sky ride. Had dinner at vivo banquet then we proceed home.
MONDAY – met Fauzi for dinner at marina Pizza Hut. =)
TODAY - met fiza for lunch at hougang mall Qiji. Then followed jana to Tanjong pagar for job interview.
MONDAY – met Fauzi for dinner at marina Pizza Hut. =)
TODAY - met fiza for lunch at hougang mall Qiji. Then followed jana to Tanjong pagar for job interview.
Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you.
Sunday, March 1, 2009 ♥
Met Fiza and her daughter, Alya Qistina, at Compass Point. We thought of having lunch at Burger King but it was closed, end up we went to pizza hut. I ate Sausage Mania Baked Pasta and fiza with big appetite, she ordered a lot lar, Traditional Bolognaise, Sweet n Spicy Drumlets, Cinnamon n Sesame Breadstix, a personal Black Papper Chicken Supreme and a dessert Crunchy Temptations for alya.
Alya keep pestering us to eat faster cause she wants to do some colouring. Then we went for window-shopping. Bought alya a colouring set.
I think about you constantly, whether it's with my mind or my heart.
Liana ♥
♥ About me.
Liana
29/03/1985
Temasek Polytechnic
Diploma in Info-Communications
It depends how much you know me. Superficial at sight, sensitive at heart. I don't look friendly. To some, I'm not. Too many, I'm too friendly. *Waggles eyebrows* If you know what I mean. =)
Yearns ♥
♥ i want
A holiday
A Baby-G White watch
Salvatore Ferragamo Pour Femme
DSLR Digital Camera
Lose weight!
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fadhliBoy, Fitz, idah
seri diyanna, Djas
bedah, caiyan
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